Wanted to make a new blog, but for some reason, it will not let me pick a new URL dispite my creative attemps :P. New stage that I feel needs a new start. Praise God for this time period of teaching me patience and the steady steps that produce fruit when obedient. I love to surprise others, and to keep many things to myself... strange that I am a blogger and would feel this way no?
It is cool to see how it feels to be waiting each step of this new journey!
I have been back in the States for more than serveral months now, but have --with God's grace-- not rushed as I some times have been very tempted to. Do not get me wrong, I do not think that everyone should do as I do, but I think in every in appropriation to the way we are being convicted to.
I like fitting in nowadays, which is why not getting a 9-5 job has been a bit of a challenge to address when people look at me and ask what I am doing. Instead, to learn that it i okay not to keep up with the Johnsons... to tweak the old saying..
Being patient and waiting, although I had begun attempting to be busy--praise God for His Grace-- I have been able to see the blessing of what I have to learn and do in this time of awkward transitioning.
Litterally... I have been so awkward and relearning how to be able to be bold and not timid. To see the holes in my character that I have did not realize where there before. Most of the things that begin to corrode at the heart begin with good things, but are twisted by our sinfulness and desire to control. Relearning how to love by sacrifice, and not just Go Go Go all the time.
Learning in all sorts of ways, arn't we all?
One step
One step, then another. The road gets more interesting as I see more of what is the bend I have been journeying too. Scary at first, but a blessing to love on and learn about those around me now. :)! God is amazing! !!!
Ps. 97 Snippet:
"Let those who love the Lord hate evil, for he guards the lives of his faithful ones
and delivers them from the hand of the wicked."~R
